chunk of updates from lj...

seriously, i dun like to use blogger. i think it's quite troublesome as compared to my livejournal. here's what i've not been updating here but it's in lj...

Tuesday, September 27th, 2005
me, jessica and jolynn signed out from school today. on the basis that we all 3 were sick. true for me and true for jessica. jolynn. half true. haha.

as i started was embarking on my forest trail to school, my nose decided to function as a tap. my mucus flowed down my nose holes uncontrobally. lazy to take out the tissue from my bag, i walked all the way to school wiping away the mucus with my hand and then wiping on whatever thing i can wiped on- my skirt, shirt?. i know i'm digusting.- pure laziness. hehe.

econs was not too bad, being the first lesson of the day. i never dread econs lessons. =) and oh. i unexpectedly pass my DRQ! hopefully it will carry on to the promos. my nose turned off awhile.

chemistry. i was sitted at the back. i couldn't see the front at all. and since i din know what she's talking about, i kind of shut off. and my nose was began flowing. and with ah-choo in betweens. and i realise my mucus are turning watery. a very bad omen. this means the path to being sick.

after chem. deliberated a while and trying to think of wad to tell my mum about me wanting to sign out. fortunately, my fears were unfounded. instead, she sounded worried. went to general office to take the sign out form. the clerk is nice. and we found mrs tay to sign the form, with suspiscion in her tone?

i walked with jolynn to the polyclinc. when i was in krangji, she called and said she won't be seeing the doc cos the queue is freaking long. she wants very badly to go the nuh to visit her nephew grant, who's addmiteed for asthama.

i waited for an hour to the doctor. i realised i'm having sinus when i taped on my cheeks. -pain. and my throat is getting inflam. and i'm running a fever. 39/ 38 degrees. she changed my day time influenze mediciation which i now realised it is a bad choice. cos my nose is still dripping.

i studied in the room when i came back cos the weather is worst than an oven. and halfway reading a passage, i doze off and surrended to the sleepy bug by getting myself cozy in my bed.

anyway. hopefully tomolo is alright.

goodluck to me and everyone who's takin the exam.

i have to go the take my dinner- porridge.


Wednesday, September 28th, 2005
bviously i wasn't in the right state of my mind when i was taking the gp exam. =).
so i just hope that i won't fail. dat's all.
my compo was crap. full of examples towards the end as if my gk won't be put to use anymore if i don't put it there. keeping fingers cross.

went lot 1 to eat. oh. ultimate suaning by jolynn and tammie!

we all skipped econs. bad.~



tired. sien. still feeling quite sick. irritated with my nose and throat.

and my chem is worst than shit larh.

met melydia at mobil todae. =)


i'm reading other pple's blog. really really can't understand why despite our age, maturity has failed to set in for the writer. instead, she's overly engrossed in pettiness.? and making a super big mistake by failing to look from more than one perspective. probably this tells a person intellectual level.? mb i'm not in the right position to judge.=)

and i guess people like to live in the present but harbour[right spelling?] over the past. the past is to be remembered and to learn from damn!


Thursday, September 29th, 2005
evident i'm still sick.
i don't know what the hell is my throat telling me.
it's dry but not pain.
and not that dry too.
so what? what what?

and i'm still feeling so warm.
mixed signals my body is givin me.dammitttt.



not in the right state not in the right state.

my chem is really worst than shit.
and i've onli been doing a lil chem.
and studying a lil chem.
with nothing going into my un-science brains.


i really think chem is tough. dammn.
eveyrthing is tough.

but it just depends on the amount of effort i need to put in to get the things into my brains.

conclusion:
i'm not a science person.
i'm not an arts person.
what am i?


Friday, September 30th, 2005
nose nose nose nose nose nose nose.
what the hell is my nose doing.

woke up for lunch.
and went to see doc. another one. cos my family doc isn't open as usual.
took an instant test for dengue.
it was negative obviously.

i seriously dunor what flu bug am i being plauged with. it seems sooooooo serious.
clarinase- don't work.
telfast d- don't work.
and even rinafort isn't working well.

the doc gaf me soln to drop into my nose. it works quite well. =)
i'm going to plunged another rinafort. and i will be tired and restless for another day.
rinafort makes me so freaking damn tired.


i think i'm going to be dead for my promos. as long as i get promoted...
my math is really shitty. i dunor how to do also.
my chem is worst than shit.
my econs i haven't touch.


and.
i don't think i'm going for the international food feast or wad at mutiara hotel tomolo. booooo.

nose. respond to the second dosage of rinafort pleaseee!


Saturday, October 1st, 2005
Time: 6:39 pm.
mama and papa is out to pick sis up from customs and off they go to mutiara hotel for the oktober fest. =(

where is my tix going to go? my dad's friend.
what if that tix is a lucky draw one?
the grand prize is i think trip to germany for 2. germany man!

and i've to miss sucha a once in a life time food.

my dinner?
white porridge with steam chicken, brocolli, mushroom.

i asked for that. =)

i've been eating this kind of food since tuesdae. no appetite for oily and savoury food.

my nose is quite okay todae. but i dun haf the mood to do any studying.
and i realise there's still so many things to go for econs.
but i can't get anything in to my brains. scareeeeeyyydd...

argh.
i'll try to go study now.


so that the opportunity cost of not going to the food feast would be some quality study with no body at home.
i hope so.

-and i've concluded i won't take clarinase for day medication. i shall stick with tel fast d.

Time: 10:40 pm.
ho ho ho.
i feel so blessed.
why?
mama called and said the food not nice. it's a german fest to be exact. and the lucky draw, is u must buy the beer or wad den can enter. ha ha ha! and she sae the food alot of ham ham and ham. and the hamss are so sourr. ha ha ha.


i'm feeling hungry. feel like eating cerals. but lazy.

now left with alternative theory for the mkt structure part.
and den i still need to study wage [totally cluess] and central problems of economics.

when can i finish?
since like that, i dun intend to touch chinese.



arghhhhhhh. my life is freaking messed up.

i think i dun feel so stress when i'm studying.
know why?
because when i'm not studying, i am more stressed when i think about how much more i've left.


shhhh...alternative theory in action.
and then i'm going to sort out the mkt structure things. [ i doubt what i've studied is in my headdd] ha-ha-ha!