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Saturday, March 11, 2006

I NEED A BREAK.
A BREAK FROM LIFE.
A BREAK FROM LIFE WITH PEOPLE AROUND ME.
A BREAK FROM LIFE ASSOCIATED WITH SINGAPORE.

HOW I WISH I CAN STUDY IN REAL OVERSEAS AFTER MY A LEVELS.
IT WON'T HAPPEN.
BUT I JUST WISH FOR A CHANGE.
BECAUSE I'M TIRED OF WHAT'S IN MY LIFE RIGHT NOW.

LOST IDENTITY.
'M I A MALAYSIAN OR A SINGAPOREAN?
WHEN I'M IN SINGAPORE, I FEEL MALAYSIAN.
WHEN I'M IN MALAYSIA, I FEEL SINGAPOREAN.
YOU'LL NEVER UNDERSTAND.
I CAN BE A SINGAPOREAN IN SINGAPORE.
BUT I FEAR LOSING MY ROOTS.
THOUGH IT MAY SEEM NOT WORTH IT TO RETAIN.
BUT HOME IS ALWAYS HOME.

BUT I CAN NEVER BE A TRUE MALAYSIAN IN MALAYSIA.
BECAUSE I CAN'T SPEAK THE LANGUAGE.

THIS IMBALANCE WILL NEVER BE IN EQUILBRIUM.
H-E-L-P.


wadever~

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