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repliesss:
i'm not dat bz. just lazy..hehe..

JIEHUI! ARE YOU GOING BACK? MUST MUST TELL ME!!! I MEAN GOING BACK QPS ANOT?
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bitch. and fuck!

i really din say the f word for so long but i used to alot todae. esp after sch. and noe wad happened after school?

5 chem tests in a row. i know i'm a villian. a helluuyah cheater. hehe. i just need it to pull me up by abit.
because..

my chem test got 5/30. previous one is 6.5/30. and so hell. i'm dead dead dead.

i really hate chem lessons now. esp when she sae 'memorize the mechanisms.' i really feel like crying out whenever i hear that. because i dun understand how to memorize. and i dunor how to memorize also. and attending her lessson to me now is useless cos i dunor anything. really dunor anything. and being in her lesson just make me feel more like giving up. i'm even tired of listening to her voice. the way she speaks blah. is so irritating and hurting and insulting? what the fucking shit is my life heading towards?

yesh. i've chem tuition. dat's why the only mechanism i noe how to do is haloalkane cos my tutor just went thro' with me. he really explain to me. and when i asked him 'so is the only way to study organic chem is by memorising?' he lafed quite alot! cos he say.. must understand den no need to memorize so hard. and it's true. but he sae if no choice den hafta memorize. i really like my chem tutor alot! of course..the price i pay. =)

went city sq help daddy buy com speaker. haha. rm19 bucks. cheapest i can find. i noe can bargain. but i was pisssed off with chem so i decided to let the shopkeeper earn larh. i saw my bluetooth adpater. hell 70ringgit. i bought it for onli rm47 during the pc fair!!!

went matta fair yesterdae. bought digi cam. with so many damn freebies. a jvc dvd, triopd stand, mug, cam bag, 200 prints, 128mb memory card. oh man! damn nice bargain. aniwae stil dunor who going the reliance overseas trip.... and and. my family bought tix to zoo and night safari for onli rm50! we kinda tot of celebrating xmas in singapore this year since sis is doing her attachment le. she's going to work!

have changed my speces to the nerdy one. den sis so troublesome. she wear my specs nicer but she make another one..the metal red kinda. den now she ask the optician to change to my kinda of frame. so hafta wait another 2-3 days. she can't wear contacts for 2 months cos of something wrong to her eyes. hahaahahahaaaaa.! =) evil!

todae had dinner with mama and sis at pelangi plaza vivo. damn nice! and the pple so damn cute. cos no body..den when the waiter going to take out the food. den the chef will rush there..waitttt. and put onput on the malaysia small flag which i took all home. cos they gaf us damn alot. we aksed them to cut the bread into 3..so we can eat easily..den u noe wad..they put one flag on all three. so damn cute! and they all so damn friendly. i dun mind eating there again and again! and the ambience is nice. nice to study! =)

so damn full.
i dun feel like giong sch tomolo and wed. see mrs tay i will die. haiz...........




wed..hopefully nice..meet up with my beloved old friends. mb i'm going back to qihua also bah.

so late le better go..
wait...


CAUSEWAY LINK NOW HAS A BUS WHICH ALSO STOPS OUTSIDE MY HOUSE HERE [ 5 MIN WALK] WHICH TRAVELS TO SINGAPORE VIA SECOND LINK!!! OMG....!!!
so if it really is gd. i think next year i dun wann take sch bus le. hu noes i can leave home around 6 and can reach sch on time. hehe. hope so!

camp this wkend. dieshit again. =(

arghh

pny: aiyo. din really see the need to tell you! haha. since lj will have more of wad i'm saying =)
shirong: i din say blogspot rawks aniwae! haha.
jess: aiyah. go do something better than see me lose! haha.
germs: same boat same boat. hopefully we are light enough so that it won't sink. haha. lameeee~
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scared and stressed.
boooooooo..

todae i din even go for the camp thing. went st. home.
din sleep cos i slept for 1 hour during gp.
aniawe econs test is shit again larh.

was trying to studying chembonding..my tut notes. now onli halfway copying again. cos my cher handwriting is..hehe. grassyy! but dun understand so i stop le.

arghhh tired shit tired shit.

everything is to shitttyyy nowwww..

i'm trying to get home asap possible now a days. dun like to stay long in spore ?haha wad damn excuse.

todae on the way home. hell shit.
i saw an acjc gurl!
saw so many gd sch pple todae. RI, RV, ACJC, HCI.

and met riverside fren..who i din talk for like 2 years plus. haha. he werid weird de!'


aniwae. i hate sch! not hate friends. but stupid sch.

todae found out that the mercs belongs not to principal. i think belongs to some malay teacher. wad ther...


gtg. byez

holy shitttt!

hell shit hell shit.

still got 2 more matches of badminton to play onfridae. bound to lose. i got no mood to play. but i still have to play cos i have to get points for the house. haiz.

tomolo camp training shit. have collaborated with xiao lei to runnnnnnn after first part. hehe. den i shall flee home and sleep.

chem spa todae was okay. first time i'm so successfulllllll!



needa pee needa peee.

econs essay test tomolo. no moodddddd...=(

d e f e a t e d

defeated. aiyah. heck heck heck. i'm not going to bother bout it.
haha. daddy sae 'even if in international games also got like dat. so it's quite common.'
errr......~

die die die.
so many things yet to be done but i'm still wasting my damn ass time typing all these damn ase words.
promos is coming and my damn ass is still not moving towards to right direction: study.
damn ass damn ass damn ass!
i'm damn ass-ly getting more irritated by my damn ass school.
i'm damn ass-ly wishing to get out of my damn ass school as soon as possible.
i'm damn ass-ly getting more introvet.
i'm damn ass-ly feeling to get out of singapore.

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh............

T I R E D

replies first:
jiehui: gimme your bloggg!!!
germs: here am i again! blame mrs tay for me not coming online! haha.
jo: this is extra de only! superimpose! so pple can tag!
penny: I WON'T ABANDON LJ! you spent so much effort getting the account for me last time! where can abandon.! lj foreverrrrrr. hehe.
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my life is nothing more than TIRING! and i'm feeling damn tired.
this week till noow is so messed up.

mondae
i came back home only to see the air con man servicing the air con. i had to clear up the whole of upstairs mop the surfaces, sweep and mop the floor, while mama cooked dinner. so damn tired. so i din feel like studying anymore.

tuesdae
mrs tay kind extra chem lessons from 5 to 7pm. what ther... i took 170 but i waited damn long for the bus. and when i reached singapore customs, the queue to get my damn student pass [passpot] scanned was so freaking long. even 'singapore passports'. and when i went down, the queue for the bus was also damn long. and there were no buses in sight! i waited like 10 minutes b4 i managed to squeeze up the bus. and so i stood infront of this old lady.

she: where's your school?
me: chua chu kang
she: everyday travel?
me: yar.
she: very 'xin ku' blah. what time you leave home?
me: 4.50pm my bus pick me up.
and blah blah blah.
she: you sec what?
me: college
she: wah..
blah~

oh freak man. it's really not that big deal studying in singapore and travelling across the causeway. i can't stand people who like make a freaking big fuss over it. i'm irritated seriously. don't pity me don't sympthazie me. if u do that, you are just sympahtazing my parents' decision. no parents would want to harm their own children. and i understand why my parents have made such a decision. i really thank them for sending me to singapore to study. how many malaysian kids have the chance to enjoy one of the best education system in the world like me? travelling, waking up early, going through the cutoms hussle is just a small scarifice i am making now for my future. =)

reached home 9.15pm that day. cos the whole of jb roads leadingg to danga bay are all closed! rehearsal for the next day bahdawi visit to jb...

wednesdae
dimissed at 1.30pm. so i tot i could go home early, bath, do chem tuition hw den sleep and study for thurs math test. but hell. reached home: part time maid cleaning up the living room. and then mama sae: aunty is coming. oh! hell. so the maid had to clean upstairs first. and when my aunty and her kids and her hushband and the baby she's baby sitting came, my house is in a damn complete mess! and my plans have all jeopardized. i can't stand them. they are so stuborn, so rude, so defiant, so noisy. and the lil baby screams and cries whenever she can't get things she wanted. and i dun see their purpose of their visit. c'mon, my parents office are at home and they need to work. and they can see the maid has to do lots of cleaning. they stayed for 2 hours. argh! if it's wkend, by all means you come. i will not mind if my plans are spoilt during the weekends. cos weekends are family day! even if u come at night, i won't mind that much also. i can't stand children noises. so freaking irritating!

danga bay thing was shown on tv2 live telecast! and then when i was packing my bag upstairs, i heard 'booommmp booommmp' sound. at first i tot it's the military planes that always fly above the skies having some damn engine trouble and is going to crash. but later, i think think. ehhh noo!! danga bay is setting fireworks! dashed into my parents' room and watched. den dashed down, off the alarm and open the door and ran out to see. but i can't see. only can hear! so unfair. haha. i know if we drive like 10 minutes to the seaside or mb less, we can see damn clear. cos my hse is actually opposite danga bay only. aniwae, dun think anione would understand what i'm talking about. i haven't told anyone about how near my house is to customs if there's a bridge that cuts across danga bay that straits. my house is acutally that peninsula opposite! onli last year then i realise damn! haha.

oh. b4 that, when i was studying for my math test, sis sent her resume and asked us to edit for her. so me and daddy editied till 12+. daddy wrote and i typed. i gave up the time i have to study for math test to type the letter and edit togeter. anyway, i learnt something new. hehe.

and so i went to bed around 12.30am. .. ...

todae
i won 2 moive tix fr a math society quiz..argh. have to go up the ramp early in the damn morning to get it. luckily not todae aniway. aniwae, it's kinda cheating? haha. i won't go into details. but. definitely going to share with my other 3 friends.

todae's hilarious freak! me jo jess and tammie were trying to speak malay. and the only few words were hitam, putih, bola, susu, besar, kecil! haha. what ther. all so damn dirty!

going home, i went up 170. ehhey. i saw cherfu sleeping. sat infront of him. then i heard him talkin over the phone. so i turned aruond to look at hime. but he still din see me. den later he 'aaa...' haha. den we chatted. he regrets going to poly! later met yong cheng in singapore customs. he had his oral o level todae. and the examiner is ms hesley! so cool!

met mama at city square. had dinner at kinsahi! damn nice. so damn full. and i applied for bliss card. cos i'm a freaking frequent shopper of city square. name me any shops i can bring you there. hehe.

tomolo and the day after
pe netball. hope it would be more fun. saturday, i have a badminton match. representing my house. oh damn! i'm actually in net ball but my cher can't find anibody so asked me to join. haiz. okay lorh..=(. i haven't been playing for sucha damn long time. worried... hope i won't lose too badly~

econs test tomolo.~

malaysia national day is coming. i really need to learn how to sing the national anthem. johorbahru is lined with malaysia flags. damn gorgeous but i wonder how much they have earned. hehe.

and i tot about something yesterdae: singapore traffic police seems to me damn much more worst than kl and jb ones. the traffic police controlling the traffic is totally useless. cos still jam. while kl and jb ones..woho..smooth smoothhh smootth... saw on traffic police in working when i was wokring to jalan segate yesterdae. damn pro damn pro!

oh yah. singapore customs: gurkhas everywhere with their machine guns. i really wonder when the attack will come. that's why i have a contact in my phone book: ICE -in case of emergency. people out there..you all should have one too. =) i read this from the newspaper.. this is invented by a cambridge dunor who or what. it save many lives during i think july 7 blasts. =) up to you to believe me...

bye!



  

  

  

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changed my tag board. cos i can't get that size right! hehe.
can't really remember what have you all written.
but evelynn..i miss you too!
so long no seeeeee....
and happy belated birthdae!
haha.

arghhhh....

arghhh
i'm realli going to be dead!!!
juz got back from tuition... and i've yet to start studying for chem test tomolo!
and so fail again most likely.
and now mrs tay is back, that means nagging and scoldings.
i'm dead dead dead.
the weather is such a fuck!!!
so freaking hot that i sweat juz now when i juz stood at the bookshop waiting for my photostating sutff.

i'm getting more and more silent these few days...
dun feel like talking that much..
feeling the tension of my future...

=(

anyway, something to look forward for this week: PE ON FRIDAE- NETBALL!

firstentry!

rush rush blog set up!
actually this skin is sabrina's toh kind.
but i edited a bit.
i have it damn simple. =)
anyway this blog is for people who want to tag!
i'll have my livejournal entries posted here too.
i haven't finish putting up everything so there's only two links for around me.
shall complete everything during the weekend i hope.
gtg run to touch organic chem!
byez.