I NEED A BREAK.
A BREAK FROM LIFE.
A BREAK FROM LIFE WITH PEOPLE AROUND ME.
A BREAK FROM LIFE ASSOCIATED WITH SINGAPORE.

HOW I WISH I CAN STUDY IN REAL OVERSEAS AFTER MY A LEVELS.
IT WON'T HAPPEN.
BUT I JUST WISH FOR A CHANGE.
BECAUSE I'M TIRED OF WHAT'S IN MY LIFE RIGHT NOW.

LOST IDENTITY.
'M I A MALAYSIAN OR A SINGAPOREAN?
WHEN I'M IN SINGAPORE, I FEEL MALAYSIAN.
WHEN I'M IN MALAYSIA, I FEEL SINGAPOREAN.
YOU'LL NEVER UNDERSTAND.
I CAN BE A SINGAPOREAN IN SINGAPORE.
BUT I FEAR LOSING MY ROOTS.
THOUGH IT MAY SEEM NOT WORTH IT TO RETAIN.
BUT HOME IS ALWAYS HOME.

BUT I CAN NEVER BE A TRUE MALAYSIAN IN MALAYSIA.
BECAUSE I CAN'T SPEAK THE LANGUAGE.

THIS IMBALANCE WILL NEVER BE IN EQUILBRIUM.
H-E-L-P.


wadever~

 
 
 
  

la li da~

common test is just a damn next week.
math die gp die.
die die and die everything die.


drove mama manual car yesterdae.
and i shall conclude that
i drive better with a manual car than an auto one.
ehhey. mb i'm just born to be a racer! hahaha.
dat's real crap.
because i'm making damn alot of mistakes when driving.

and i think it's fun with gears and clutches.
without them, i'm bored.
and i start to worry things that come naturally to me when i'm busy.

bad.

but i wonder if it's cos mama car is smaller.
i can't see alot of things when driving daddy car.

=)