struck. the fragility of life.
the fragility of life. and my new perspective towards life.
"we can lose anyone close to us the very moment. we will never know it."
[ todae or many moments ago, one is standing alive infront of you, with so much shared memories. but the very next time you see he/she, would be his/her body.]
"do not take life for granted."
"do what you want do do. you'll never know when you will be leaving."
"extend your greatest help within your capability."
[ i used to ignore those beggars at the malaysian customs underpass because i used to feel that they could have gotten themselves a job. but now, i feel that, maybe because of me not giving them a ringgit, or mb a few cents, it could have cost their life. no body noe when they will die. wad if the die the very next moment, and the day before when they are beggin, wanted to do something so badly, but because of my selfishness, they couldn't do it. etc. i've been thinking and reflecting about life alot since monday. even if they are hoax, my consioucs is clear. i've helped you with my tiny sum of money. what you do with the money is up to you. ]
"cherish everyone around so that when you go unexpectedly, it's without regrets."
[ something i'm now trying very very to acheive. i'm learning how to treat my parents well. and of course my sister. they have been a very hugggee part of me. and what they have given me is more than what i can give them. ]
something has struck me so hard this time though it's not the first time i'm facing the same situation. because of some similarities, the thought of me being in this situation has been haunting me.
but i was helpless. i'm not in her shoes. i won't know how she feel. here am i, very concerned about her, yet i've done nothing. we've been friends for a decade. very very good friend. she has been my side when i needed her most. but have i been what she has been to me? i doubt so. we even spent holidays together.
i really don't know what shall i do.
i just hope she's being very strong.
i wonder how's she.
"we can lose anyone close to us the very moment. we will never know it."
[ todae or many moments ago, one is standing alive infront of you, with so much shared memories. but the very next time you see he/she, would be his/her body.]
"do not take life for granted."
"do what you want do do. you'll never know when you will be leaving."
"extend your greatest help within your capability."
[ i used to ignore those beggars at the malaysian customs underpass because i used to feel that they could have gotten themselves a job. but now, i feel that, maybe because of me not giving them a ringgit, or mb a few cents, it could have cost their life. no body noe when they will die. wad if the die the very next moment, and the day before when they are beggin, wanted to do something so badly, but because of my selfishness, they couldn't do it. etc. i've been thinking and reflecting about life alot since monday. even if they are hoax, my consioucs is clear. i've helped you with my tiny sum of money. what you do with the money is up to you. ]
"cherish everyone around so that when you go unexpectedly, it's without regrets."
[ something i'm now trying very very to acheive. i'm learning how to treat my parents well. and of course my sister. they have been a very hugggee part of me. and what they have given me is more than what i can give them. ]
something has struck me so hard this time though it's not the first time i'm facing the same situation. because of some similarities, the thought of me being in this situation has been haunting me.
but i was helpless. i'm not in her shoes. i won't know how she feel. here am i, very concerned about her, yet i've done nothing. we've been friends for a decade. very very good friend. she has been my side when i needed her most. but have i been what she has been to me? i doubt so. we even spent holidays together.
i really don't know what shall i do.
i just hope she's being very strong.
i wonder how's she.
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