wednesday:
intend to wake up at 8+am. but i was woken up around 7+. why? because i need to vomit. and i vomitted my life out. i sat beside the toilet bowl and puked. went back and forth to the mattress to wait for more things to swim up my oesophagous.
my parents decided to drive me to school for the mechanism test. i skipped school, which is teachers' day celebration to study for the test. i was messenging tamie, then she said 'where you? everyting cancelled no need to go le' hell. where was i? i have crossed tuas checkpoint at that time. decided to try to see if i still can take the test.
reached school, concert still on. so waited till it was over. went ask HER. she replied me hastily 'i won't be conducting any extra lessons or tests todae.' and walked away. i wanted to talk more but found my self choking in my tears already. i wakled off, she also walked off. tears rolling down uncontrolablly while i was walking down the ramp. my parents were sitting at the ramp waiting for me. shocked with my tears and we left. and there was some 'confrontation' in the car.
i can't go out for any meet up with my sec friends cos i'm sick. sorry penny...
thursday:
after chem tutition, went see doc. my family doc wasn't open so went to another doc. got an mc. decided not to go back to school on fridae since fridae is a shit waste day. cleared up my table [again]. i think i'm hell paranoid over the cleaniness of my table when i'm studying. i'll wipe it everyday before i do anything on it. this means- real studying. [i hope so.haha]
friday:
woke up late as usual. went near my hse coffee shop take lunch, bathe. then did some work. and dinner time. i din wan to go out to eat. cos i must bathe when i come back. paranoid i guess. haha. but can't be so bad. so i went out to eat porridge for dinner at another coffee shop. coffee shops everywhere around my house. not too dirty not too nice food. =) anyway, quite a number of cafe too. have not been going as often.
evening: i haven't tell mr boh i'm not going for the sdp camp. messaged him and he called me. 'you are the short short girl wear specs de?' and ask if i'm really really sick. then ask what sickness. i said vomit and diarrhea. it's true. then he ask me take care.
then then. tamie ask if i'm going archery. of course not. actually we inteneded to go back to sch to take the chem hol asgn that SHE has given us. but in the end, we decided not to go back cos jess say monday she focusing on tutorial mass spec. hell. monday 2.30-5pm her lessons. eeks.
I'VE DEVELOPED A PHOBIA OF ATTENDING HER LESSONS.
today:
woke up for lunch again. read newspaper. hurricane katrina is freaking devasting. it's just like tsunami. and you would really wonder 'IS THAT AMERICA?' new orleans is a black dominated area [ southern united states are black areas]. 28% of the people there live below the poverty line. and now they are doing mass evacuation of people who are seeking shelter in the astrodome stadium to texas using coach buses.
do you know, the people actually shot at police and rescue officers..
haiz..
afternoon sang karoke alone but found myself not in the right mood so i stopped. haha. then did some work...evening, went jogging with daddy. we're quite bad. commented on the man, who's there everyday, hiding behind bushes doing some werid exercies [if u can them excersies] but still having his belly button as big as the first time i've ever seen him! haha. uh. i was quite happy with my stamina today. can run longer than the last time i went. mb cos i've enough rest and is free from travelling, pollution, HER words blah. as usual, we did the stunt: flip our body around and hang there. and todae i did a lil sprint which ate up practically all my energyyyyyy!!!!! at least all the toxic germs have been sweated out! then i helped daddy wash the outside floor. i was practically taking the pipe and sweeping only. haha. then watered the outside plants by just spraying water from the inside. i lower the pipe whenever i see any motorcyles or cyclist passing by! i think the road is wet enough the tell them to reduce speed. or else the water will be splasing on them!
dinner till 8.45pm. then went jusco @ tmn universiti. jie wanna buy working shoes but we couldn't get one cos the nice one dun haf her size.
and here i'm... hehhe.
i was reading 31st aug publication of newspaper today. cos it's the national day one i decided to read it to feel the malaysian spirit. i think malaysia is the nicest place on earth. why? we're free from natural disasters, free from political turmoil, free from terror attacks. we've beautiful beaches, islands, forset and everyhing. we've a super rich culture. we've fantastic food. we've freedom to near infinity!
the newspaper also said:
after 48 years of independence, teh tarik and nasi lemak is still a malaysian must.
where on earth can you find johor laska, chee jong fan [wadever it is spelt] and indian rice on one table?
where can you find mamak stall? [it is stalls usually operated by indian muslims that are operated 24 hours where young malaysians always spend their nights to mornings watching soccer, chit chatting]
such rich malaysian flavour. i really wonder when i can enjoy the mamak day out...
someone also commented that when you are in malaysia, you don't appreciate being a malaysian, living in malaysia. but when you go overseas, it's the time when you miss malaysia to the core.
me? kind of. though i'm not staying overseas. haha.
and malaysians chinese and other races have been living with racial favourtism that doesn't apply to us/them so much so that we are care less about it!
and heyhey! i noe how to sing malaysia national anthem le!!! so the next time i go to sepang watch f1, i can sing my national anthem proudly, unlike in 2003, i stood there as if i'm a foreigner! hehe.
oooppsss. talked too much about malaysia.! haha.
oh..lynn is now in u.s already!!!
and yesterdae when i was flipping thro' friendster then i realise rachel, becky's sis is in rjc. wah~!
and that jj singer was from acjc.
